Equestrian Clothing

I have wanted to have a horse of my own that I can ride on whenever I want to. In fact, I am a frustrated equestrian because I love horse eversince I was a kid. But now, since I have now the resources to buy some equestrian clothing (but not the horse though), I think I can have the chance to fulfill my dream to ride on a horse at least. I know some places where I can rent horses that I can ride on. Whoa! Am I really that frustrated?